Last night she was watching educational videos on youtube, she asked me what I want to watch from the videos on the right side of the screen. When I pointed at the cute and familiar star, she said “ayaaaw” then suggested an Alphabet video instead.
I pointed at another video, she clicked on it and we watched it together. After that, I said I like to watch the Twinkle, Twinkle video. She said, “ayaw ko na twinkle”, with a tone that makes me believe she will say EVER! if she can only say so.
Poor Amber. She can’t get over the sadness of the video. I remember the last time I saw her watching it. The adults were busy chatting when I took a glance at her, she was very quiet and looking at the screen very still. Maya-maya, tumutulo na yung luha nya but she didn’t wail or anything. She cried in silence. Sad na sad sha sa video even after she had watched it several times. L
Since then, ayaw na talaga nya panoorin.
And please don’t get me wrong ha. I’m the last person who wants to see her sad so never will I be forcing her into watching it ever! Nangungulit lang ako when I kept on pointing at the video. I don't intend to really make her watch it if she doesn't want to. Paglilinaw lang po. :)