Ola! ^_^
I’m in a happy
mood. Yes!
Meron akong wow!
moment a few weeks ago that I’m too shy to tell here so I did not. Kay Em lang.
Thru FB. Haha!
But since I was
able to tell the Hubby, Nanay and everybody here in the office about it na and
got just about different level of excitements that are so so amusing, I finally decided
to post it here... for my recollection first and foremost. Yung tipong pagtanda
ko at naka-online pa rin ako na parang si Lola Techie, eh may babalik-balikan
akong masayang memories. Second, para lang may maikwento. Lately kasi, feeling
ko kulang na ako sa pansin, hehehe!
So what’s the
story?
A few weeks ago,
I’ve been having this weird feeling. The kind I felt when I already had Amber
and I didn’t know it yet. Ganung-ganun. I was really suspecting that I’m
pregnant.
At the same time, I
always have these annoying headaches all the freaking time. Parang throughout
the day masakit ang ulo ko. Pero no! I am not taking any paracetamols. Kasi I
know that when you are pregnant, you are not supposed to take any medicines
without proper prescription, saka praning lang talaga ako. Mabuti na yung
nag-iingat di ba?
It’s been going on
for days but I dared not tell the Hubby yet kasi nga it’s too soon to tell. I
need siguro mga 4 days pa to really say that I missed my period.
Then one unfaithful
morning in the office, there came that freaking headache again! Parang
binibiyak ang ulo ko. When I opened my bag, I saw an Advil. Without thinking,
nilunok ko sha, only to realize why I’ve been trying to keep up with the headaches
lately.
Bullfrogs! Kung
pwede lang dukutin ang lalamunan ko, ginawa ko na. I was so scared. Tapos
nabasa ko pa that taking Ibuprofen at the early stage of pregnancy may cause
abnormalities sa baby. Alam mo yun, when you’re in panic, you become a bit
naive and just believe things you read without making further research. Ganun
nga, worried na worried ako. Andami ko nang iniisip, dasal na ko ng dasal kay
Lord na Sha na ang bahala.
That night, I got
my period. False alarm pala. Sus! Toink!
When I finally had
the courage to tell my lovedones and friends about it, iba-ibang reactions ang
nakuha ko!
Hubby (stopping me
midway): Teka, tara, bili tayo nung pregnancy kit!
Me: Atat naman to.
Patapusin mo muna kaya yung kwento ko?
Nanay: Lan, hindi
kaya,... hindi kaya, kaya ka nagkaroon dahil uminom ka ng gamot?
*Nay naman... gawin ba akong abortionista?!?
Officemates (with
those big smiles plastered on their faces): Magkaka-baby ka na ulit!!!
*They’re happy because if I was really pregnant, that
means, I’ll be on maternity leave on October to November. I’ll be back by
April, in time for the filing of income tax return. Biggest fear nila yun eh,
ang tumapat sa ITR filing ang leave ko. Hmp! :)
I had mixed
emotions. Sad and relieved.
Sad because I was
already envisioning myself pregnant and having another baby. Saka ang laking
convenience nun sa MRT (yup, I’m taking the Metro Transit, commuting everyday
now. Sigh, hang hirap!)! Pag nakita kang buntis, pwede ka mag-“Turn Around”
train, di ba?
Relieved because, I
feel that with the recent developments in our life, baka nga it’s not a right
time to have a baby yet. :(
Oh well, I’m
leaving it all up to Him. I believe that His plans are great.
That’s all... bow!
:D
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